Enemy Is Me
Enemy is me for I sigh out a last hope to float free to see blunt love in front
Knowledge of defeat grows heavy heat and heart beats a bronze brunt
Multiple melancholy memories with no visible hint of a smooth silver lining
Heart of love’s light drips tears of fast fear for now it has stopped shinning
Enemy is me for I welcome the dieing drums of defeat since strength flees
I meet with a greet a hollow half heart with no direction of love to seize
Hopes that gave life end now in stiff strife I toss a white flag for there is no more
My wanting arms are no longer open for I have been defeated in love’s war
Compelled to tell and how I yell the number of pains I plunder to my demise
Much mad reason for the bad treason but I despise my heart I do not recognize
Not easy has it come to be how I carried then buried my hopes in deep damp dirt
I fought the thoughts that alone has brought now my heart has new levels of hurt
Enemy is me for the invasive attack lacks defense, movement in my mind has stopped
Arduous to adopt around my cage I rage for I hold no love so my soul dropped
Retrospect love’s debt I regret for I raise no rose high so life owes me no cost
No life can be heard so absurd are my silent cold words of exile but I can defrost
Pain I gain for I am the foe, he who I curse the worst I see within my own eyes
Traitor against love cannot be my friend, now the end I search for new tries
For love’s survival invert the rival battle again for in love I must foresee
Must rearrange the change for the enemy of my enemy is who I must be
June 11th, 2011.
Copy written so DONT COPY ME!
Trophy says, “Enemy is me is saying that I consider myself to be an enemy since I am giving up on love.”